Show Me Your True Colours

2005-12-29T17:51:00.000+08:00

Okay.. So if u people are wondering what the hell i've been doing this past few weeks, first of all, around two weeks ago, i started to work at Pizza Hut & KFC csc(call centre).. That was only a part time job.. Then, one week later i had to quit that job because i've found myself a full time job at Holiday Inn Atrium (Hotel) and the roster is unfixed.. So it might clash wit my Part time job.. So one has to go.. Obviously i chose to stick with the full time job.. But den, to resign from the CSC job, i had to give one week's notice.. And i only got to know that i got the hotel job like 2 days in advance.. So for a period of about 1 week, i was holding on to two jobs.. Imagine how hectic my schedule was.. But actually, if my roster for CSC could be amended weekly, i wouldn't mind staying.. Coz i actually like working there.. Kinda relaxed.. But who cares.. I've stopped anyway.. So now, im currently working at Holiday Inn Atrium.. In case ur wondering which part of Singapore it is located in, its in Tiong Bahru.. So yeah.. Kinda far for me to travel from my house.. As long as the money comes in...... Muahahahahahah...!!

2005-12-02T20:07:00.000+08:00

Today morning, Aminah and i went for a job interview at Bouna Vista.. For the position of cashier at a restaurant.. I'll have to call the GM tomorrow again for the date of confirmation for the job interview..

After that, we headed to Bukit Panjang Plaza to get some stuffs.. Then Irsham called and asked if we want to go rock climbing with him.. We had not other plans so we went ahead with the plan.. Met Irsham at Bukit Panjang LRt at around 4:15 pm.. Both Aminah and i thought that it was the normal rock wall that Irsham was talking about, but when we arrived at the destination, we realised that the kind of rock climbing Irsham was talking about was not like the ones that we expected.. It was Such a big rock that he had planned for us to climb..

For my first try, i didn't manage to get to the top.. But for the second, i did.. Even though it took me quite some time which is obviously longer than Irsham.. He takes up rock climbing in ITE Simei and so he has all the safety gears.. It's my first time climbing a rock like that and i was quite nervous when i wanted to try it out.. Scared too.. But i tried and little did i expect myself to be able to go that high.. I had fun though.. Maybe i should go rock climbing again.. Very challenging and unexpected experience..

2005-12-01T14:37:00.000+08:00

Whatever it is, i just hate it when people ignore me because they were doing something which i consider not important.. Seriously, im pissed..

2005-11-30T00:50:00.000+08:00

I went out with syiqa (my bf's younger sister) just now.. We planned to shop for chocolates and wadever we feel like eatin.. So we did.. We bought the chocs at centrepoint.. Then off to heeren for neoprints.. After that we went to Esplanade to enjoy the chocs.. We took lots of pictures of the chocolates.. We arranged them okay.. Tough job ar.. heheh.... The spot we settled down at initially had no shelter.. Then while we were half way through the "chocolate ceremony", it started to drizzle.. And what did u think we do? Obviously, we saved the chocolates first, leaving the more valuable things like our belongings behind.. Hehe.. Had lots of fun going out wit Syiqa.. Maybe we should do this together again some other time.. And by the way it was a tough job bringing the chocolates we arranged from one spot to another.. Precisely because we arranged it on a flimsy piece of plastic.. We had no idea it was going to rain you see.. So after the chocolates were all gone, we went back home.. Left esplanade at around 9:35 pm.. Took 960 straight to bukit panjang.. And it was still drizzling..

2005-11-27T22:36:00.000+08:00

OK.. So prom night is over.. And i got one more thing to worry about.. And that is a job.. I have been searching for a job in vain for around two to three weeks now.. Yes, alot of jobs are available but most jobs stated in the papers require people that are mandarin speaking.. Frankly, i find it unfair to people like me, who obviously do not speak mandarin.. Apart from speaking mandarin, some others also wants people who already have experience in the line.. So, if this is the case, what happens to the people whom have never worked in that line before..? Im going bonkers just trying to look for a job.. Luckily im currently looking for a temporary job..

My room is a total mess right now.. Its really neat before my exams start but after that, its the other way round.. I have lots of papers lying around in my room which i "think" im going to clean up after this.. That is if i got nothing else preventing me from doin so e.g sleep, games... And i gotta wake up earlt tml morning to attend a job interview in aljunied.. I have to wake up at around 7..? Cause i have to be at aljunied at 8.45 am... I won't come for the interview if im not desperately in need of a job okay..

2005-11-22T23:57:00.000+08:00

Basically all i wanna say is that my secondary school life has ended.. Or in short, my exams are over.. Im so freakin happy.. Went for a job interview the other day and this morning they called and told me to attend a second interview.. Its for admin something ar.. I dunno.. haha.. But who cares.. As long as i have a job, it means i got more money to spend.. Wahaha.. Owh ya.. I tried getting a job for SINS chocolate shop too.. And they called me this morning also.. To come for the interview.. Both these interviews will be on the same day.. BUt the admin one will be ard 2pm and the choc shop will be around 4:30pm on the same day.. So i guess i will be goin for both interviews.. Im more keen on the admin job, but still, i can take up the job of so-called promoting chocolates as a part time job.. Just to earn extra $$.. At the moment, i am so very motivated to work.. Cause i'll have nothing to fill my time with anyway.. I'll be bored to death if i dun work.. Unless my mommy gives me money, and the amount is enuff to keep me busy for a whole month of shopping.. wahahah.. den again, maybe i'll end up spending all of the money in just one day.. so yea.. I betta work.. Coz the money i will be gettin is my own hard earned money.. i won't spend it unnecessarily that way.. My mom often says i spend alot of money, but i think otherwise.. Parents.. they will still think u spend alotta money no matter how little u spend..

2005-11-10T23:39:00.000+08:00

Actually, i've been really really lazy to blog since the past few weeks.. I think its because i don't really know if there really is anyone reading or visiting my blog..

Anyway, since i now have the mood to update, let me list down some of the things i've been doing lately..

First of all will obviously be Hari Raya.. I feel that hari raye this time round is nothing compared to the past ones.. Its kind of boring.. Even though my family and i go about it just like how we did usually.. Btw my boyfriend and i are wearing white this year..

Then on the second day of hari raya i was not able to follow my family go visiting as i had to go for something which i had agreed to commit to.. So yeah.. Wished i was able to follow them..

Then on the fourth day was the starting of my "O" level exams.. maths and social studies.. the paper was quite okay i guess.. Nothing much to comment about.. All my papers had passed except for maths paper 2, which is going to be on tomorrow, art, geography and combine science paper one.. The multiple choice questions.. I can't wait for my papers to end.. I'm now currently on the lookout for jobs which i thinks suits me.. I need a job! So anyone who has recommendations please inform me aight..

I'm supposed to go visiting tomorrow with Rhaihan.. But its not comfirmed though.. My paper tomorrow ends ar 10:30 am.. But we'll see what time he wakes up and decide wether we should proceed with the plan.. For all i know, i might be the one who falls asleep..

2005-10-16T23:57:00.000+08:00

Alright.. At last i've got time to update.. Been quite busy these days doing my stuffs.. Anyway i went to catch a movie with Dearie last Friday.. The Skeleton Key.. To those of you who thinks that its a horror movie and wants to watch it, my advice to you is don't.. Because its more of a Black Magis kind of story.. Not scary... Well, went to the Bazaar at geylang after that.. Didn't really spend much time there.. Met up with a few of his friends.. Proceeded home after that...

Last Saturday was the deadline for my art project.. Woke up early to finish up some last minute work just like last year.. Rushing through everything that im supposed to do.. I wasn't really working hard for it though.. Wasn't like what i expected.. Came home at around 1 pm.. My brother wanted me to accompany him buy some apparels.. So since i had nothing to do, i went along with his idea.. Came home exactly on the time when we were supposed to break fast.. Mom and Dad were already eating.. Right after my meal, i though of lying down for a while before i have my bath, but i fell asleep.. Been tired having to walk quite a distance..

2005-10-06T22:13:00.000+08:00

Yesterday was Dear's 21st birthday and also not forgetting the first day of the fasting month.. I went over to his house to break fast together with his family.. Didn't go out after that as it was already around 8+ when we finished our meal.. Don't think there will be enought time for us to spend as i am schooling the next day..

On Sunday i bought this mini "superstar" bolster.. It's black.. And now its like my favourite.. Well actually i wasn't the one who paid for it.. My mom did.. And i managed to get her to purchase another two bolster-like stuff.. After that we ate dinner at Sembawang.. Satay club.. Headed to granny's place at khatib cause my mom wanted to get something from there..

Today, i was supposed to have mother tongue lesson.. But i didn't attend it as my MT teacher was very naggy and most of us felt that she waste alot of time.. Moreover, the duration of the lesson is one and a half hours.. I don't think i can stand all the nagging for as long as that.. Maybe i'll fall asleep even before she starts.. Instead, another 3 of my friends and i went to revise our maths at level three.. After a while i went up to the art room to continue my painting for my final board.. Still have quite alot of things that is needed to be done.. Hopefully i'll be able to finish everything by next Friday..

2005-10-02T16:01:00.000+08:00

Cameras.. Don't u think its one of the greatest inventions?? How else would u be able to see yourself again say ten years ago..?? Right? Capture pictures while u were having fun and be reminded of the memories when u look at the photos..

I saw Rhaihan's baby photo a few days ago.. Hehehe.. And thats when i started to think about the camera invention.. Cool isn't it?? Don't u just love to have your pictures taken.. Well, i do!! Pictures, be it ugly or beautiful, it will surely bring back memories when u look at it sometime later..

2005-10-01T18:13:00.000+08:00

Well.. rhaihan was discharged yesterday.. At ard 3 pm.. Good thing he was able to go home.. Cause if his condition is still bad they won't allow him to go home right? However he still has to be under medication.. He is on MC until the 7 of oct.. Anyway i actually did't know that he was able to go home until i reached his ward.. He couldn't inform me as his hp battery was flat and the nurses only informed his mom u see.. And his mm thought that he had informed me.. But fortunately i arrived right before he was about to leave.. Or i would surely have been blur about where he is..

Anyway my cousin is getting engaged today so im here now at his place in Yishun.. Just arrived around 15 mins ago?? Nothing much to do over here.. My baby cousin is here but he's gonna sleep soon.. So i won't disturb him.. Maybe later i will.. Haha..

2005-09-29T23:38:00.000+08:00

This is the third day Rhaihan is in hospital.. I want so much for him to get well and be able to go home.. He says that he probably want to ask to go home tomorrow.. As much as i want him to be able to go home, i also want him to have proper care.. At least i know that if he's there, there will be someone attending to him when he needs it.. He's bored there.. I'll come earlier tomorrow as i end school earlier on fridays.. At least there is someone for him to talk to if he's awake.. And he has to take lots and lots of blood test.. I could see the marks on his hands.. I really really pity him.. Wish he didn't have to take the blood tests.. He was sleeping when his sister and i arrived.. We didnt want to wake him up but after around five minutes he woke up.. I know he's bored stayin there.. He wants to go home... Haiz.........

2005-09-27T22:21:00.000+08:00

Rhaihan was warded today.. And yes i was soo sooo worried.. I called him this morning to wake him up for work and his mom told me that was bringing him to the hospital.. I wanted so uch to follow him but i had to go to school Reason simply because i didn't attend school yesterdae because of not-a-very-good reason.. ARGH!! He's been sick since last Friday.. It was quite bad when i came over on that day to see him but i thought it was normal fever.. But hell his body temparature was very very high.. And then in school today i can't help but think of how he is cause he didn't reply my messages.. I can't make calls in class you see.. He only replied to like two of my messages.. Then came this message whereby he told me that he has to be warded.. I was seriously hoping that he would be all right.. School ended at 2:15pm and i rushed home to change n go to NUH to see him.. I just knew i had to go and see him.. I HAD to.. I MUST!! So I rushed home.. Got ready and went out.. I brought my pencil case n maths booklet along in case im going to tuition.. But i ended up not going.. All i knew was that i wanted to stay with him.. If only i could stay with him there throught the night to accompany him in case he wakes up at night.. I really wish i could.. I seriously wish i could.. The nurse said that he would probably be warded between 3 - 7 days.. I want him to be able to go home.. Now, he can't even walk away from his bed.. He has to CRIB ( Completely Rest In Bed ).. He can't even go for a smoke.. I pity him.. Please please please get well soon....

2005-09-19T00:53:00.000+08:00

The uneasiness in me is controlling me over.. Why? Why? Why? For all i know it might not be as bad as i think.. I'll just try my best not to think about it.. I think its better that way..

2005-09-11T23:23:00.000+08:00

Well.. Been a few daes since i updated.. Kind of been busy..... Havin fun!! haha.. Went out wit Han todae.. Watched Herbie and had dinner at newton.. And guess wad?? My prelims start tomorrow and there i was spending my time away havin fun when i have not really started real revisions.. But these few days Rhaihan's been realli pestering me to study.. Seriously.. He's keeps telling me to go to classes and study at home as well.. Its good ar.. hmm...

Aniway The movie "Herbie" was good.. Cute.. But actually we both wanted to watch the maid.. That was the reason why we went to marina.. Because at other places the maid is only showing late.. But then ended up the tix were already sold out.. So we watched Herbie.. Hehe.. I tink i better go and study now.. nitey ppl...

2005-09-06T23:47:00.000+08:00

Yesterday was sucha beautiful day!!

Yesterday was my anniversary with rhaihan.. We went to escape theme park.. hahha.. It was great.. We had a great time together.. At first we had no intention to take the "wet and wild" ride.. Then when we had taken all the other rides, only that one was left and we just went ahead.. Our last ride and we were so soo wet.. Didnt expect us to get wet to that extent.. haha.. So cold.. I went to the toilet to dry myself abit.. haha.. We walked into the haunted house.. Haha.. Wasn't that scary actually.. But well.. It was ABIT scary.. There are REAL humans inside that makes it scary.. Creeping from the back and all.. We took panasonic and our butts sure do hurt.. Hehehz.. So violent.. Really treasured yesterday alot..

Before we proceeded to Pasir Ris we met at greenridge banquet.. Had our lunch.. Then he had to leave something at home first.. So we only headed for ESCAPE after that.. Then after ESCAPE, we went to eat at burger king.. So hungry.. Off to Heeren after that.. Cause i realli wanted to take a photo with him.. Spend almost an hour there decorating our pics and all.. Had real fun with him.. Made me day.. Then he sent me home.. And he said something that i have never heard him say before.. Hehe.. So sweet.. But ain't gonna tell you all.. :-p

I don't know if you're going to read this but i love you dear!!!

Fara & Rhaihan

05 Sept 2004

2005-09-04T23:17:00.000+08:00

There is arounf 42 more minutes to go!!! WeeHeeeeee!!

2005-09-02T22:09:00.000+08:00

Firstly.. Yesterday i went to banquet to eat laksa again.. With ayu.. Haha.. Just can't get enough of it.. Before that went to plaza to get some stuffs.. Then walked to banquet cause i wanted to leave my stuff at home first.. After the meal went home n nothing much happened actually.. Just that i went to meet dear mello at ard 8+.. Went to her house first then off to plaza.. After dat just sat around and talked and talked and talked..

Today.. Went to meet ayu.. Wanted to study social studies.. But then ended up going to my house and took some pictures for our art as we are very very far behind time.. So afta that went to plaza n developed the pictures..

Owh yeah.. Tomorrow is my PTC (Parents' Teachers Conference).. I'll be getting my mock exam results which was so badly done.. My mom will be going to meet my class counsellor.. I think the former will nag alot again.. Or maybe she won't be bothered to say aniting else as she's been repeating the same things over and over again each time i get my results.. Hopefully she just keep quiet ar.. After all im already starting to study wad.. ARGH!! HECK la...

3 MORE DAYS TO ANNIVERSARY!! WOOHOOOOO!!!!!

2005-09-01T01:29:00.000+08:00

I changed my blogskin today.. First time that i changed it on my on.. At least i leart something new today right..? But then i didnt save my previous template.. So it was quite troublesome as i have to relink people n tagboard again.. But anyway problem is settled.. Ayuchee helped me with it cause im so called "blur" about this blog thingy.. I'll get better okay.. Just give me some time..

Hmm.. I feel like going swimming again.. SHUCKS!! Im getting darker all right.. Yes i am.. But i still want to go swimming one more time.. I Just enjoyed it the other day.. And yes i enjoy myself everytime i swim.. CRAP!

I didn't go to school today.. Firstly because we had teachers' day celebration and school ends at 10:30 am but i heard there was no concert.. Secondly because there was ACES day.. And thirdly because i was tired, sleepy and couldn't be bothered to waste my time on things like that.. But anyway i thought of goin to school at around 11 am or so to do my art.. But guess what?? I was too lazy to even wake up.. I woke up at 1:30 pm and that was because the house phone rang and it was disturbing my deep deeo sleep.. It was my mother on the line.. Haiz.. I could have slept longer.. But anyway i had a peaceful sleep apart from that phone call cause nobody was home to at least wake me up early.. Especially my so-called "lovely" brother who never fails to spoil my sleep everytime he is at home..

2005-08-28T21:51:00.000+08:00

Guess where i went today..? SWIMMING!! haha.. At last.. Went wit ayu to the one at jurong.. What a pity mel n aminah couldn't join us.. They had something on.. So.. Aniwae.. We were supposed to study first.. But then.. We didn't have the mood to study n we know we are just going to waste time by stayin there.. Soo.. Off we go.. To bugis junction.. Wahaha.. Then i bought this nail polish.. Quite cheap ar.. Nice.. Den we went to this place where we played around with the thing.. We actually just wanted to waste time since if we go to the complex too early, its going to be really warm.. So played n walked n talked then we left bugis at around 03:30 pm.. Took the train.. From bugis all the way to chinese garden.. Started going into the pool at 04:05 pm.. then played till 7 pm i guess.. Then both were tired.. Time to go home.. Took 187 back to bukit panjang.. Ayu meeting her boyfriend around bp.. I went home and Ayu waited for her boyfriend.. I'm craving for the laksa at banquet..

I reached home and only my bro was around.. I was feeling so damn hungry.. I open the lid of the pot in the kitchen and i saw " ayam masak lemak cili padi".. A dish which i don't favour at all.. All i could think of was laksa laksa laksa.. I saw five bucks on the table.. Called my mom and she told me that the money was mine.. I was still thinking bout the laksa.. Without a second thought i went out again to banquet and ate the laksa all by myself.. Bought crysanthemum tea as well.. Feels like heaven.. Hehehehe.. Kidding..

Owh ya.. Btw.. When i was at the swimming complex, there was this guy who claims that he is from england.. He talked to me and ayu.. And WTH his accent was too powerful that i almost couldn't understand a word he was saying.. But anyway, i just nodded my head to everything he said and just "played" friendly.. After all i wasn't really interested in whatever that he wants to say.. Then he asked if we have a mobile number.. And of course we said no.. Then he asked if there is anyway which he can contact us.. And i still said no.. Why should i give him any way to contact me anyway..?? Oh well.. Enough about him.. Then there is this other man.. He said he's from Pakistan.. I think he really is.. Got the Pakistani looks.. I think he's around his mid 40s maybe..? He was on the float and began talking to ur from quite a distance.. He told us that he's on a business trip to S'pore and he often comes here.. And he asks if im married.. WTH.. Im only SEVENTEEN!!!

2005-08-27T17:04:00.000+08:00

I want to go swimming.. Its been so long since i wanted to but haven't had the chance to coz i guess i've been to busy to do so.. Thought of going today but then there was no one who's free today to go with me.. Surely i can't just go alone.. Its going to be so boring.. Just got to try again another day i think.. Might be after my exams coz my prelims are starting like 2 weeks later.. On the first day when school reopens.. Ok i am going to study all right.. After all, its not like i haven't started at all.. Just that i think i got to spend more time studying.. I want to go swimming!!! Please would any kind soul accompany me thank you..

Owh ya.. Our anniversary is coming up real soon.. Done abit of surveying for what to get him.. But haven't really decided what to buy.. Going to get it this coming week.. I already have a few things in mind.. Hmm.. But let me just keep it as a secret ya.. And another thing.. We juz don't know where to go on that day.. Well its a monday.. But hey, its during my school holidays and he's not working on that day.. So we got alot of tym to spend.. Thought of like 1 or 2 places to go but HE can't seem to make up his mind.. Haiz.. We'll decide where to go probably on that day itself.. Hehehz..

And last but not least i still wanna go swimming!!!

2005-08-21T22:25:00.000+08:00

Been quite some time now since i blogged.. Haven't got much time to spare.. Basically, im starting VERY INTENSIVE revision tomorrow.. And it goes on until i clear my 'O' Levels.. Hopefully everything's going to be fine.. My mock exams were just over.. And i think there are a few subjects which i really need to concentrate more on.. I've only got like say 3 more months to go..?? Surely i can afford to torture myself only for this period of time i think.. After all im going to be free for quite some time after that.. Yeah i can't wait for that..

Have i told you all about the prom night..?? It's at the Corpthorne Hotel or somethin.. Well anyway.. It's only like 2 days afta my 'O' levels.. No time to prepare for it.. SHUCKS!! Tables are sold out.. But fortunately i've got my tix.. Phew! I think each and every Singaporean really do have the "kiasu syndrome" in them..? Haha..

2005-08-16T22:21:00.000+08:00

I've been quite busy this few days.. So that explains why i haven't been updating often.. Basically been really tired because of school.. Then catch some rest when im home.. Den hav like no tym to be on the net as often and all.. I'm in the middle of mock exams.. In another 2 weeks or so prelims are going to start.. My stress level is going higher and higher.. Especially everytime when im studying.. Tomorrow i've got maths paper 2 and mother tongue paper 2.. Im retaking my MT becausei got a B3 and hopefully i can achieve better grades the next time round..

Went to watch "Bewitched" with Rhaihan last Sunday at PLaza Singapura.. Not bad.. But still not as good as i expected.. Out of 10 i would give it a rating of 6.. Actually i think its kind of fun being a witch..?? Its like u get almost everything that u yearn for.. Hmm.. How kewl..

2005-08-11T16:28:00.000+08:00

I didnt go for CSP today.. Freakin hell i was feeling so tired.. And what's more i've got tuition class today.. I went to eat at Greenridge Banquet after school.. Had my meal with mel n ayu.. The three of us ate mini pot laksa.. nice.. And im always craving for it since the first time i had it.. Im easily addicted to food get it..?? i think you all should try the laksa too.. Serious.. Actually i don't like laksa.. But then.. haha..

During geog lesson today, mrs stevens was trying to talk some sense into our heads.. Well.. What she said did get into our head.. At least for a few minutes i guess.. wahahah.. She told us thet last minute studying is not good as we will not have sufficient time and all.. Who doesn't know dat..?? And one more thing is that i don't know where i want to go afta i get my "o" level result.. As in like what course i want to take up n stuffs like that.. Shoudln't i already know what i want?? Yeah i think so.. Most of my friends already now what THEY want.. And they're working towards it.. Wad bout me..?? I dun even know what i want.. Soo pathetic..

Aniwae i went to esplanade on the day of national day.. Specially to catch the fireworks.. Luckily i got to see it.. Heheh.. Was so happy.. It was so crowded and i saw a few of my friends over there.. Overall everything was kewl only that i didnt like the place being to crowded as i found it a hassle to move about in the big crowd.. But the fireworks were something i didnt want to miss so.. I just beared with that.. Even though i was like feeling so warm.. I want to get the tickets for next years parade.. But mayb i will give the idea up if i've got better plans for that day..? Hmm.. i don't know.. We'll see..

2005-08-10T01:42:00.000+08:00

Im feeling like so not good at all now.. Don't ask why.. Im sure there are times when you dun aktually feel good and you just dont want to talk about it.. Well.. Thats what's im feeling right now.. ARGH!! R-E-L-A-X......

2005-08-06T00:05:00.000+08:00

Basically, nothing much has been happening around me.. Im going to KL tomorrow to attend my cousin's wedding.. Unfortunately most of my other cousins are not goin.. So i think i'll be quite bored cause i wun have company.. but never mind,, I'm still going aniway.. We'll be leaving singapore at around 9 am i guess..

Had my eng mock exam todae.. There were two passages, A and B.. The two passages were linked.. However, i felt that passage A was rather tough.. Oh my.. I dont even know if im going to make it for the paper.. To be honest, i have not realli studied for my other subjects. Wads happening to me.. Im still as relaxed as ever.. I got to wake myself up.. Haiz..

I slept almost the whole day of today.. I just feel to tired.. Haven been getting enough rest i tink.. Cause i always stay up late.. cant sleep.. No matter how hard i try.. Anyway i got to be going now.. Have yet to pack my things for tomorrow.. Take care people.. Nytz!!

2005-08-02T00:04:00.000+08:00

The America's Next Top Model juz ended.. And WTH Brandy got in?? And Brita is out.. Do u tink its fair..?? Well i dun tink soo.. I mean with her attitude problem and all.. Who does she think she is?? Come on .. Its not like she already won the competition.. Trust her to hav the cheek to be so proud.. Seriously, i prefer Brita much much more to Brandy (those who watch it will know what im talking abt).. And as for Tiffany, i think she should be okay except that i prefer her not opening her mouth.. I mean as in not talking.. She tends to get too noisy.. Irritating.. Brittany too actually.. Naima is unique.. I like her alot!!

Then before that there was incredible tales.. Today's episode wasn't that scary.. Last week's was pretty creepy.. But are all these things abt spirit n ghosts n stuffs like that true?? Do they really exists?? Its hard for me to decide cause i haven't really seen one myself.. Maybe if i had then it would b easier for me to believe.. But even though i don't really believe in them, i somehow feel rather afraid when people start telling me those kind of stories n all.. Cause i think i've been watching too much television.. And i tend to imagine the situation every time anyone tells me a story.. One example of someone who is always trying to scare me is Rhaihan.. His hobby i think.. Haha.. :-)

Aniwae.. Mello came over to my house todae.. We wanted to study actually.. But we slept la okay.. Tired ar.. And moreover she was sick you see.. Its been quite some time since she came over.. Then at around 9:30 pm i went to plaza to buy this bread which im adicted to.. And after that send mel home.. Reached home at ard 10 pm and just in time for Incredible Tales.. But the point is.... I studied today!!

2005-07-30T23:15:00.000+08:00

I think that being the youngest child in the family is not quite a good thing like many people thought.. My parents will forever think that im TOO YOUNG for some things.. Im not saying that im totally grown up and all and neither do i demand total freedom.. Its just that i feel i deserve more freedom than i get now..? But i'll just take it slow.. Mayb soon i'll get it.. Im just going to be patient..

My mock exam is just around the corner but i think that im totally not prepared for it.. Prelims will take place not long after mock exams.. I should say im rushing for time.. But as i myself can see, im taking things very lightly.. Mayb i should start "major" revisions tomorrow.. Or betta still, tonight.. Yea yeah.. I've been saying dat for as long as i can remember but up till today, im still not starting.. But im going to try my very very very best to start as soon as possible.. And also i will try not to fall asleep when im abt to start..

My mom dad aunt n cuzzie were supposed to see the fireworks for the NDP preview todae.. But i guess we were quite late n by the time we arrived they fireworks were already over.. SHOOT!! I realli wanted to see the fireworks.. N darn it i didnt get any tickets for this year's parade.. What a waste.. But its ok.. Im still gonna go there on d dae of national dae juz to get to see the fireworks from outside.. So pathetic.. But yes.. Dats still juz wad im gonna do.. Yes i shall do juz that...

2005-07-30T14:17:00.000+08:00

Yay!! i've got a new blog.. haha.. well.. im stil exploring wad d world of blogging is lyk.. hmm.. kinda confusing.. but i'll get d hang of it.. aniwae todae was juz lyk any otha normal dae.. afta skewl went to plaza n meet my mom fer lunch n to get sum kitchen stuff.. bought 2 air purifiers.. one fer myself n another one fer my daddy's fren.. bought candies at mini toons.. ate at sakura.. freakin hell d rice was very2 "lembek".. not nice at ol sia.. i didnt finish it..

Im soo bored coz Rhaihan is werkin todae.. If ur wondering hu rhaihan is, well.. he's my DEARIE!! he's a great guy to be with la.. great sense of humour n ol.. hehe.. n im lyk sooo in lurve wit him!! okay so now im gonna talk bout him..

"WE" came abt on d 5 sept 2004.. 5:23 am.. in short we've been together for olmost 11 mths now.. tings are goin on fine.. i've known him since i was 13 actually (im 17 now).. but didn't tok to him much in d past la.. n didnt even expect dat he's gonna b mine one fine dae.. but i guess fate brought us together.. or shud i sae frdster brought us together..?? we became realli close.. spending lyk up to 8 hrs on the fon.. haha.. there was olwaes sumtin to tok abt.. dat explains y we talked fer long hours.. but i lurved his company then.. n still lurving it now la.. i lurve him dats it!!

Only a few people turned up for yesterday's CSP.. It was geog CSP and noboby really thought that it was going to help us even if we went because even Geog periods during school hours seems useless.. Im sorry for the teacher la but its as if she's talking to her own self in her own world.. Mr Zailani was in charge of my class yesterday n this morning, he was "ordering" those who did not turn up yesterday to write a letter to the principal.. WTH.. He is not even the one who teaches us geog.. And moreover, i tink the principal has got some other better tings to do instead of reading letters right.. Come on.. Onli a quarter of us turned up.. She wouldn't want to keep herself busy reading stupid letters from students..